Or is there a way I can choose which essay and which score i use to send out to my schools ?
If I take the gmat twice , will my schools take a look at both essays and both scores ?
Bschools are not sent the essay that you type into the exam computer. They only see the numeric score you are given for the essay.
They will see the personal essays you write as part of your application.
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