Joined: 31 Dec 1969
Concentration: Strategy, Operations
GMAT 1: 710 Q49 V0
GMAT 2: 740 Q40 V50
GMAT 3: 700 Q48 V38
GMAT 4: 710 Q45 V41
WE: Sales (Investment Banking)
, given: 89777
Lacking Self Confidence here!! [#permalink]
23 Apr 2012, 06:21
Well first of all... am pretty scared if I get bashed by many in the club... 'coz until now I have been looking around and seeing tough kids. So please I request even if I sound stupid take me with little sympathy.
Some what, some where down below.. the fire is on, to achieve, to reach to a solution in the darkness. Though the situation and people have been trying to pull me down in several ways. Well the my only fire, is wanting to hit GMAT with perfect (perfect is such a relative term) score...! I am planning for 14 July'12 and I have started taking small steps and with every step am getting de-motivated and dishearten. The way is too tough and I can't make it. I got to do so much and there's so many... Every morning I pull myself up saying past is past I will take down the future... and the mirror of my own mistakes, panicking wrong decision, depression is some how making me fall on my knees and the fire is burning out.
Am not sure what should I do, GMAT is my only option and only chance to fly high to leave the darkness behind. How I motivate myself... How I take that another step which will be my right step... am so confused... and so fed up feeling like a failure.