Cleora wrote:
Hi Everybody,
Well first of all... am pretty scared if I get bashed by many in the club... 'coz until now I have been looking around and seeing tough kids. So please I request even if I sound stupid take me with little sympathy.
Some what, some where down below.. the fire is on, to achieve, to reach to a solution in the darkness. Though the situation and people have been trying to pull me down in several ways. Well the my only fire, is wanting to hit GMAT with perfect (perfect is such a relative term) score...! I am planning for 14 July'12 and I have started taking small steps and with every step am getting de-motivated and dishearten. The way is too tough and I can't make it. I got to do so much and there's so many... Every morning I pull myself up saying past is past I will take down the future... and the mirror of my own mistakes, panicking wrong decision, depression is some how making me fall on my knees and the fire is burning out.
Am not sure what should I do, GMAT is my only option and only chance to fly high to leave the darkness behind. How I motivate myself... How I take that another step which will be my right step... am so confused... and so fed up feeling like a failure.
Do not be discouraged my fellow forumer. Believe in yourself. Everyday believe that you are going to achieve your target score despite any challenges and then above all study hard. Have a vision and a clear picture in mind of how bright you want your future to be and once you have that and you see the GMAT as an obstacle in your path, you will have the desire to want to clear it out. I have had some similar issues before and I also see the GMAT as a stepping stone towards a bright future for myself. Even when I do poorly on a CAT or I am struggling in remembering a concept, I do not give up, but I forge ahead and push on and tell myself that I will understand this concept or I learn from my mistakes and I WILL DO BETTER ON THE TEST DAY. Try to focus mostly on how bright you want your future to be. That can be enough motivation for you to want to clear this test.
You can do it if you put your mind to it
Good luck.