EXTREMELY DISAPPOINTED

I got a score of 530 yesterday and it was a great frustration to me......

I finished the PR class (done all exercises), 2-CD of PR (different versions), OG, Kaplan 2005 CD, Kaplan Verbal, PP. I got 630- 700 from those which were sufficient for me to apply for the local MBA courses. However, eventually I got a poor score..... I was SHOOK when I see my score...... Q44 V20... I know that I am a non-native speaker so that I will have problem on the verbal part but..... the score indicates that a wild guess may be better than my judgment.... oh.....

Actually, I really felt that I might need to retake the test again during the test as in the first 10-15 questions coming up on the screen were very difficult!!! They are the questions which I expected to show up in later stage! "Oh my God, how come those difficult questions will come up at the beginning???" That's what coming up in my mind yesterday..... I think there is a big gap in difficulty between the practice test questions and the real test questions......

Ai.....The deadline for Fall 2005 application for local universities was on Jan 31...... So... I only have ONE chance remaining in the mid-Jan. When I stepped out from the test center, I felt frustrated and had no directions..... coz I don't know what should I do to prepare..... Could anyone please advise me how to get practice on the verbal part, especially on the harder questions For RC and CR, I planned to search for some LSAT questions...... is that a good strategy??

Please help!! Thanks!!