Ding reminds me a lot of break up. Where I go through phase
Denial – In shock
Grief and Despair – I cried and cried and cried. lots of eating
Fear – fear of nobody would want me
Jealousy & Anger – I think I'm at the current states right now after seeing other admits.
I found myself ranting day and night and yell "WHY NOT ME!!!???"
Self-blame and Guilt –