EconGirl wrote:
Now that I find myself in the final stages of the application process (deciding where to go), I am more stressed out than I was while writing essays of studying for GMATS.
Last night I was looking at how much it would cost me to get an MBA and it is scary. None of this is news to me but I started doubting if I really want to go. My plan was to get an MBA, work for maybe 3-4 years at a big name/$$$ company and then go back to my current company where I work reasonable hours, use my brain at work, and have a life outside of work.
Am I crazy? I wanted this so bad and it made sense to me up till now. Now I feel like a bride with cold feet on her wedding day!
It makes sense for you to be nervous. You are giving up a steady source of income to go spend up to 150K in the next two years. However, the money will come back once you graduate. More, your position will be more respected and rewarding. You will be able to brush shoulders with execs and have more of a say in the the operations of a company. I understand why you are nervous, but try to remember why you started this long journey to an MBA. Then you should remember why you want to go to B-School and should feel a little better about spending bookoo bucks!