First and foremost, I like to say thank you! I appreciate the utmost support from everyone. I will try my best to answer everyone’s questions and then briefly talk about my study habits, test anxiety, and future strategy.
Study HabitsMy initial strategy was to dive into the GMAT blind. I purchased Princeton Review’s Cracking the GMAT and read every page. Next, I enrolled myself into Princeton Review’s GMAT course. After reviewing the material and taking the course, I realized that I learned a great deal about shortcuts but nothing about the fundamental concepts in the GMAT. I got my butt kicked in the course yet I did not miss a class. Then, the GMAT tutor advised me to read more books and review Princeton Review’s “Grammar Smart.” I read extensively and reviewed other grammatical books.
A friend then referred me to look at the
MGMAT. Until then, I realized that the
MGMAT provided fundamental concepts in detail. So I review certain parts of the
MGMAT; primarily concepts that I felt most uncomfortable with.
To clarify, I suffer from a case of low concentration and text anxiety. Whether I am working or studying, my span of attention is thin; it stems from having a million thoughts that transpire in my head. I would like to defeat this battle but don’t know what else to do. Taking adderall in the past has helped, but I rather find a different solution than resort to a tablet every day.
Aside from my lack of focus, text anxiety has been another issue. The anxiety went into full effect a week before my official test date. The anxiety lasted up until the end of the exam. Thoughts that came to my mind included failure and regret. Furthermore, I fear of looking stupid among my colleagues and failing in life. Then I think about how I am wasting my time & money for a loss cause (pursuit of an MBA @ top school.) In addition, I get into a panic of regret. My childhood memories ignite. I think about the times that I chose to skip my English classes or cheat on difficult exams. Every shortcut that I took throughout my education has definitely caught up to me. In essence, these thoughts channel through my head and distract my thinking process during the GMAT exam.
I am almost certain that these two issues affected my score. During the test, I tried my best to focus on the exam. Occasionally, I snapped my fingers and wrote words down as soon as my thought-process got sidetracked. I would appreciate it if someone had solutions to these two issues.
Also, I felt rushed through a lot of problems. I think I left 3 math questions and 2 verbal questions unanswered. 65% into test, I realized that I still had a ton of problems left. So, I rushed through my answers to finish. I guessed about 7-10 questions in each section. If there wasn't a time limit on the GMAT- then I would most likely score higher.
I made a commitment to relearn what I've skipped in my youth. This is my opportunity to make things right and learn! I will try Rockzon’s advice and ask my roommate to examine while I take a practice test. Next I will “chew” each section one at a time. I will start with
MGMAT’s Sentence Section. Also, in attempt to improve my writing skills, I purchased “Elements of Writing” by Neil Strauss. Thank you everyone! You all have given me strength to mentally fight and conquer this journey.
P.S - Can someone proof read my post and highlight any grammatical mistakes? (Tense, subject –verb, idioms etc...) I need to catch my bad tendencies and retrain my thought process.