Hi guys!
In the process of evolution of my MBA dreams, I am at a point where I need to make a "go/no-go" decision. I have been soul-searching for quite sometime now, have read many, many posts here about people and their reasons for an MBA/their expectations from an MBA/their fears of an MBA, and have tried countless decision-making frameworks but to no avail (clearly highlighting how much I "need" an MBA..lol)
I
need your help in tracing the steps to a decision, in searching for a reason that is either strong enough for me to keep in front of myself for the next 3 years (till I graduate), or is strong enough for me to de-focus myself from the pursuit of an MBA.
I present my case to you.
Current job: Senior Manager at a mid-sized analytics services company. I handle 1-2 client engagements for our Decision Analytics consulting practice. I like my job.
Current skill sets: Data science. Consulting skills.
$$: about $130k (including bonus)
Current location: USA.
Career growth/job opportunities: -Just got promoted. For the next 2-3 years, I see myself handling more client responsibility + increasingly becoming a go-to person on data science & other subject matter.
-From what I see on LinkedIn, I feel pretty confident in being able to find another job if I had to.
Current education: BE (non-IIT/NIT/BITS university in India)
GMAT: Got 690 on the GMAT Prep test without any preparation. Confident that with 2-3 months of preparation, I can get this to 730+
MBA: Only looking to go to an M7/INSEAD program.
Dilemma:
1.
On MoneyPlenty of people I read about on the forum say that money is an important goal. I feel like I am earning enough right now. In fact, I am super scared of a $200k loan (pay-back amount being more that, of course). So, root for money or no?
2.
Reason: Soul-searching threw out "ego boost" as an important advantage of a top MBA program. "Proving myself to myself" is an added advantage.
3.
Ambition: Not sure how ambitious I am. Sometimes feel like there is too much to sacrifice for a leadership position (family life, peace of mind, being there for loved ones..), but the other times I feel like I don't just want to be a cog in the wheel for the rests of my life.
4.
Postponing MBA decision: I am 26. Will get married in the next 12-18 months. I imagine things will only get difficult with age/family responsibilities.
5.
Life after MBA: I've heard plenty of (horror) stories about overworked consultants and burnt-out bankers. But these two are the biggest employers and most-likely to sponsor foreign candidates for visa/permanent residentship.
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Experience: This is one thing that stands in favor. I have always imagined that getting the world's top education, from the top professors, alongside some of the smartest people in the world is an experience worth having, and with the limited time I have on this earth, I should not walk but run towards the gates of this experience.
If you were in my shoes, what would you do?
(Also, how the heck do I figure out what I want to do after my MBA? Especially today, when I have only worked in one industry + have no knowledge of what an MBA program will teach me)