Hi,
So I had posted my GMAT/grad school experience last summer where I crashed and burned.
https://gmatclub.com/forum/in-need-of-so ... l#p1384158I made another attempt at redemption to return to my alma mater for the upcoming Spring semester. I tried to keep at it and approach the studying in a smarter way: hitting specific quant and verbal topics on specific days during the week. I diversified my CATs so that I wasn't always taking Kaplan CATs. I retook the Kaplan Online Anywhere course and supplemented it with the GMAT OG Ed.13 and the CR Bible as I was struggling with CR. From August until early November, I spent my time studying and trying to solidify my grasp of the material. My last two CATs were 40Q and 27V (Kaplan) and then finally 42Q 28V (Veritas). I went into the exam on November 8th and again my testing ghosts haunted me, scoring extremely low on the quant and 27 in verbal for a score of 440. I left that test center in disbelief and almost in resignation that UIC's MBA admissions would reject me. Surpringly, I was selected for the interview process. The admissions committee member saw me as a qualified candidate: despite the GMAT I had a solid gpa of 3.14, great work experience at a reputable finance firm for 2 years, great letters of recommendation, well-written essays. The interview I thought went great as well but he told me that ultimately the decision would fall on the laps of the rest of the admissions committee directors. Today, I received my declination. I'm waiting on feedback.
It's been such a nightmare to get back to school. I am totally demoralized and its this damn GMAT that continues to haunt and wreck my chances. I want to go back to school so badly, but I keep getting blocked off. All the time and money I've spent on this to end up empty handed has me so down. I feel stupid and incapable. Four attempts at taking the GMAT and two rejections has left me thinking that I will never return. I turned 25 last month. I feel like the years will pass me by before I can ever get back to school full-time and shift gears on my career endeavors. I fear getting older and never having achieved what I had dreamed about.
Where to now? What's next?
Posted from my mobile device