Thanks for the encouragement. My wife and I have had a lot of discussions about career and family and how to mix the two. I've found it's not always oil & water, but pretty darn close for the demanding professions like law, medicine, and some business careers.
One thing that we discussed and some people on here may be in the same place, is that it seemed like my wife and I were always waiting to "arrive" and get where we wanted to be. But we realized that the feeling of "I have arrived." is not necessarily an actual job, house, car, career, or whatever, but it's your perspective on your own life. It's easy for me to say "I'm not practicing law, and I'm not applying to a top 10 b-school. I'm not where i want to be, so I'm not happy." But I would totally be missing the bigger picture. Our jobs were not really meant to be the end, but more of a means to an end for us to live the life we want. There is nothing wrong with the job being what someone wants, but it's easy for those of us with families to not appreciate what we have and what will truly make us happy because we see those that rocket to the top of our company in a matter of years because they live, eat, breathe their jobs. Great for them, but are they able to find happiness in that? Some do, some don't realize that they aren't truly happy until it's far into their career and those feelings turn into regret and resentment. That's not what I want for myself. I think happiness can be a choice. Sometimes that choice takes consciously disregarding the crap that is thrown our way and looking to the positive things in our lives, but it can be a choice. I need to apprecaite it and enjoy it when I get home from work and my daughter runs to me saying "Daddy's Home! I missed you daddy!" as she gives me a huge bear hug. That's priceless, and I realized that as an i-banker (if those jobs will still exist) I would miss out on that. I'd be able to give my family other things, but my time wouldn't be one of the main things I could give them.
I've got 2 kids, may have more someday, but I'll be successful in my career, sacrifice some dinners with the family for my career, but for the most part, I have chosen to let my career/job be a means to the end, and my "end" is a stable family with a dad that's home more often than he would be if he had a job making twice as much. I choose to be the dad that buys his daughter a Grand Am and teachers her to drive rather than buy her a BMW and pay for driving lessons. I could regret the driving lessons part, but I don't think I'll ever regret choosing to be a big part of my family and not just the monthly infusion of family operation capital.
Will I be somewhat jealous when I see people on here get jobs making $150k a year? Heck yeah! But I also know what I'm walking away from, and what I'm walking towards.
**Steps down off soap box**
Thanks for listening. Feedback is always welcome.
filmcity wrote:
Good to see you back..I enjoyed your perspective on career ( esp since I also have a family and want to spend a happy life more than an affluent life)..Would like to read more from you