Hi
martaxpett!
Moving this post to a better sub-forum.
Your story is frighteningly close to home, so much so I'm afraid I might not be the best person to respond here. But at the very least I'd like to share what's worked for me.
- For starters, have you analyzed your mocks? I'd work on making an
error log based on your analysis. Here's a neat video on how to do so -
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AqMxQoeb0GMThis should help you figure out what you can improve on.
- Once you have that down, it'll be easier to figure out how to improve. My personal recommendation is to watch every remotely relevant YouTube video by
GMATNinja on GMAT Club's channel:
https://www.youtube.com/@gmatclub They have their own YT channel with amazing content as well. Just passively consuming their Verbal videos helped me go from a V35 to a V40 in a few weeks.
- The Official Guide books, while being a great source of practice questions, aren't the best to study from. Try finding materials that work for you.
Manhatten Prep's All The Quant book helped me with my basics. I know folks turn to the PowerScore books for help with Verbal. Do some digging and you'll find a whole treasure trove of really good resources for improvement.
GMAT Club is a great place to ask around - through posts and chat groups alike.
My history with aptitude tests that include math in any form is abysmal at best. So I get where you're coming from. But over time I've come to understand the beauty of the GMAT is that it isn't a run-of-the-mill aptitude test. It tests your logic and ability to reason things out when under pressure (graduate management, go figure).
I preach the word of GMAT Ninja and other tutors on GMAT Club's channel solely because they teach you
HOW to reason out GMAT questions, and I believe that makes a world of difference.
Smarter, better-informed people will start responding to this post soon enough. Don't lose hope. We've seen some unbelievable success stories over the years, there is nothing stopping you from being the next one!
Hope this helps! All the best!!