This is my first time posting on here, okay maybe the second but this topic is very personal to me. Im honestly too embarrassed to even share this considering that a lot of people that know about my desire to go to grad school, don’t understand or support it. I get a lot of, “You don’t need grad school” or “Just go to a smaller, local school.”
Little about me:
Im aiming to get my MBA to switch industries, I currently work in sales and Im looking at going into operations and eventually a consultant. Aside from the career switch and a certain of expertise, this is also a personal achievement Im aiming for. I graduated high school with a 2.5, going to a small, commuter school. I went to college and maintained a 3.5+ the entire 4 years. The first two years I maintained a 3.9 but got severely ill and had surgery. I wasn’t even suppose to go back to school but I was determined. I finished college with a 3.5.
So deciding to go back to school is not only a way out of sales but an opportunity to prove to myself that I can do it. That I am intelligent and capable. People are surprised when I tell them where I go to school and I often get embarrassed just telling people when everyone around me went to ivy leagues and big ten schools.
I started off taking a few practice tests not even getting over a 400. It’s not even worth reporting. After 6 months of study, I increased my score to 460 which I will share, is more than a 80 point difference. Still, a very long way to go. I have taken a course through Veritas and did great on the practice material and really understanding and getting into the strategies. I LOVED IT! Felt so pumped and so sure that I could nail this test. Yet, after the course, I struggle to focus, overthinking the questions and can’t seem to get a lot of these questions right!
I plan to take the test in August, aiming for a winter start in January but y’all, I’m honestly reconsidering even going anymore. I WANT this and yet feel so unmotivated and discouraged from doing this…
So I’m writing this post as a means of accountability for myself and of course, if you have feedback or advice, I’m all ears. I’m hoping that by posting regularly that it will keep me motivated, and keep me going and not quit.
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