I've been wallowing and feeling defeated, but am trying to get back on the GMAT study horse/ am hoping someone here will be able to provide advice or just commiseration!
I began studying for the GMAT Feb '15 and used Kaplan's in-classroom course as my prep. A lot happened over the course of my studying that made staying on track difficult (my boyfriend proposed about two weeks into my course, I received a promotion at work that required longer hours than my normal 9-5, and I was hoping to PR in a spring half marathon <-- that goal was the first to get axed of course!), and it probably took a month to really hit my stride and realize the best way to study. I'm weak in Quant and strong in Verbal (history major). I found the most refreshing time to study was from 6:00am - 8:00am - my mind was sharpest, there were no distractions, and by the time I got to work my brain was already ready to go.
My practice tests (all Kaplan) went from 540 to 580 to 600 to 610 to 650. When taking my practice exams I made sure to simulate a test environment and never ate/drank during the tests and never allowed myself to go over on breaks. Being weak in Quant I've found I use every last second of that section. I'm hoping to get into a part time program at a good school (CMU's Tepper) and a decent school locally (U of Pittsburgh's Katz) as I will be taking over my family business and I want to continue working while I'm in school. So, 650 seemed like a good sign that I was on-track to get a competitive score. I felt confident, ready, and ALMOST excited to take the GMAT and knew I had the potential to break 650 on it as I'm usually a great test taker/thrive under pressure.
I took my test May 4th at 12:00pm. I got a great night's sleep the entire week prior, made sure to get some light exercise in the day of, and made a hearty breakfast. I got to the test center and brought Gatorade, water, a power bar, and a peanut butter banana sandwich (which are all things I had for breaks during practice exams).
I felt strong and breezed through the essay, the IR was a crap shoot but I spent the bare minimum prepping for that section so that didn't throw me. I raised my hand and took my first break. I ran to the bathroom, gulped down half my sandwich, and drank some Gatorade in what I thought was record time. However, my bathroom at my apartment is much closer to my desk/test area than the center bathroom was to the testing room, so I must've burned an extra minute there. Then, the proctor's computer was slow with reading my palm scan, and by the time I sat back down and was logged into the test again I was already 1.5 minutes into the math section. I panicked and lost all focus. I took a deep breath and tried to remember how strong I felt just ten minutes earlier, but I couldn't get my head back in the zone. I felt the questions getting easier and almost cried. I was so angry at myself - I had worked my butt off for months to own this moment, and I was letting it get away from me.
By the time the Quant was finished I wanted to just leave and not finish. I again tried to get it together while on break, and told myself I still could salvage my score via the Verbal section. But I was emotionally exhausted. I finished the Verbal way too quickly and when the final score report of "600" popped up on my screen it took all my energy to not scream.
I got a 6 on the AWA, 5 on IR, and 39Q followed by a disappointing 34V. 600 overall. I felt sick.
The next week I left for a two week vacation in France (planned back in November, way before I knew when I'd be taking the GMAT), and when I returned I did everything possible to avoid hitting the books again. I'm JUST NOW cracking open my quiz bank and putting my nose back to the grindstone (utilizing Kaplan's higher score guarantee and retaking my course). I'm giving myself two months to study again and plan to take the GMAT at the end of August or beginning of September.
My questions are:
- Has anyone been in this situation before/recommend the best way to mentally bounce back from a 600?
- Am I giving myself too much time with a 2 month plan? I don't want to burn out and do more harm than good.
- Any words of wisdom at all?
Thanks guys, and I hope none of you have a test day like mine!