I started my GMAT preparation 3 months back around middle of May. I have given CAT (entrance examination for IIM’s) during my college days. In CAT my score always went up due to good verbal score as I used to get high 90 percentile in verbal. When I started to prepare for GMAT , I was confident that verbal will be breeze and did not bother much about preparing for the V section. My scores in practice tests also used to come in line with the expectations, most of the times I scored around 39-40. Following is the list of GMAT preparation tests and my scores. I took all the tests in simulated environment and strictly timed the tests as per GMAT timing rules (I also made sure to write essays every time).
1. GMAT prep-1 – May 25th – 720 Q 49 V 44
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Manhattan GMAT-1 - June 15th – 680 Q49 V 39
3. Kaplan GMAT 1 high score software – June 22nd – 570 – Q40 V34
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Manhattan GMAT-2 July 7th – 690 Q49 V 40
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Manhattan GMAT -3 July 13th – 650 Q47 V 34
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Manhattan GMAT – 4 July 23rd – 600 Q43 V 29
7. Kaplan GMAT -2 – July 27th – 590 Q43 V34
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Manhattan GMAT -5- Aug 2nd– 680 Q49 V39
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Manhattan GMAT -6- Aug 15th 670 Q48 V 38
10. GMAT prep -2 Aug 18th – 690 Q47 V 39
11. GMAT prep- 1 – repeat –Aug 21st 710 Q49 V39
Actual GMAT – Aug 25th – 640 Q49 V 29
It’s not that I was surprised by my actual GMAT score, well definitely I was but problem lies in how I got such a low score. My actual verbal score mimics my score on 6th
Manhattan GMAT test. In both cases I had completely funked the verbal section. In case of my practice exam 5 , I had scored low on verbal , hence I made up my mind to improve the same in the subsequent test. However the overwhelming fear of scoring low in Verbal section, crept on my confidence level and I went into tunnel view (I call it tunnel view because I am constantly looking at the screen - reading the question stem/ sentence or passage but nothing goes into the brain- I enter the stage of numbness). This happened to me on my 6th exam as I was overly cautious and worried regarding V score.
Things went back to normal after I got some encouraging scores on test 8 & 9 , I was sure that I will hit at least 690 in the real thing. However on test 10 when I was desperate to get score above 700, I again entered the spasm, I paused the test went out of my apartment, came back after an hour , resumed the test and got 690. It became increasingly clear that whatever happened to me at start of V section was very dangerous. Four days before test I retook GMAT prep-1 , I enjoyed giving the test and got 710 , moreover only 2 SC question came from my first exam , which further boosted my morale , as the score was not considerably marked up.
On D day I started firm, essays were exceptionally good, quant had a sloppy start I got third question wrong (I immediately knew because I had calculated partial quantity and wrong answer contained that), afterwards Q section was good , there were lot of inequalities , 2 P&C questions , and I knew that I was doing fine. However the tunnel view came in at 35-36th question of quant as I found myself reading the DS statements twice or thrice without making any notes, by the time I started V section I was completely overtaken by fear of failure. My first question was SC (I guessed something after fumbling for 3-4 minutes), next was RC question , I spent more than 10 minutes on reading the passage and nothing made sense to me. I tried everything to pacify my mind, however it just didn’t go. Afterwards, I went berserk and finished the V section 20 minutes before the time. My score on the actual test was 640 Q49 V 29.
I think my example will be eye opener for many who panic in the exam, my advise is that whatever happens always remember that your biggest weakness is your fragile mind. (

although I couldn't keep my nerves in control)
I am planning to give GMAT once again in one or two months, trust I will accomplish the task next time.
I will be happy if some one benefits from my de-brief, any suggestions to help me out are also welcome.....