Pat,
Seems like you have already begun soul searching to get better GMAT score. That's already a home run.
Holidays are here; time to be with family. Take a complete break from GMAT spend time with family and your loved ones; get your confidence and aspirations back.
Once you think you are ready; get back on the drawing board; finish your most honest and critical analysis of the gaps in knowledge\skill\stamina\format\stress all that...!
Rank and stack top 3 (appears Verbal is your concern)... use GMATClub Forum strategy section and search for the approach which works best for you...! Lot of content is uplifting and have examples over examples on how folks came through with their odds...
Strategize and plan your own approach.
Stick to your plan and plan to regularly clock in time with GMATClub & GMATClubbers; this is one big international family with lot of jewels in it... always willing to jump in and help.
Finally keep in touch; dont think I am much different than you or anyone else in this forum

All the best