I took the GMAT for the first time yesterday and nerves took over.
I scored 690 (Q41 V42) and 700 (Q43 V42) on GMAT Prep 1 and 2 respectively just a few days before the test. I still can't believe that I managed to get 150 points less on the real thing.
I already know that I needed to study more quant, but most importantly, I need to learn how to deal with my own nerves during this exam.
There are several things that do not help:
-I live 2 hours by plane away from the nearest test centre. I didn't want to book a flight the same morning of the test as I was afraid of potential delays, so I thought it would be best to book a flight on the night before. It sounded good in theory, but the lack of a good dinner and a noisy hotel room were worse in hindsight. I end up taking a valium to get some sleep the night before the test.
-I was used to taking the exam in a calm room at home. At the test centre, the administrator left the room about 20 times and I was unable to focus. The computers were not in cubicles like in the GMAT video - you could see everything that was going on in front of you, including the administrator getting up every 5 minutes.
The result? One way below my abilities: a terrible Q31 and V35. (I won't even mention IR) Some might say that Verbal was still really good, but it's not compared to what I tend to score in that section.
I still won't be able to do anything about the fact that I live miles and miles away from the test centre. I'm thinking about taking a shot next time and book a flight for the same day of my GMAT appointment.
Right now, I'm devasted and confused, and I'm unsure of what to do next. I took two weeks off work for nothing. I guess it's goodbye to first round applications now. I'd really appreciate some perspective on this, so I can get prepare my next move.
Thank you.