I am a pathetic Round 2 loser.
Of the schools I had recommendations sent:
In:
Wharton
Tuck
Duke
Michigan
Yale
Not in:
Chicago (ran out of time)
Berkeley (couldn't go visit, so couldn't answer one of the questions)
Columbia (rolling admissions, so applying after November/December seemed deadly)
Darden (visited campus: this place SUCKS)
Not sure about anyone else, but I felt like a pathetic loser throughout the WHOLE process, and I am elated to now have my life back. First, (after starting on nine apps on Oct 1) I didn't come close to making and first round deadlines. This really bothered me. I felt like a total a-hole. My recommenders went to the trouble to slave day-and-night over my letters to make the mid-Oct deadlines and I sit at Starbucks for two weeks spinning my wheels on my essays. Ok, so now round 2. I spent hours and hours and hours on my essays from Nov 1 to Jan 9. I sacrificed most of my social life, took vacation from work and stopped going to the gym, all so I could finish FIVE of the NINE apps? Today, as the Chicago deadline passed, I felt at peace, but still quite crappy. What if. What if I had applied to all the schools I really wanted in the first round? (excluding Darden, but including UCLA and Stern to the ones above) I would already know where/if I am going next fall. I beat myself up constantly for the hours spent spinning my wheels, making lists of Super Bowl MVPs from the last twenty-five years, looking at Facebook, or playing Solitaire. I feel that if I were really motivated, if I were truly a rock star, IF I REALLY DID BELONG at Wharton or Chicago, I WOULD HAVE been able to write sweet essays in time for round one. I am left to conclude that I am, in fact, a pathetic loser.
All will not be lost, and all of my hours and $$ spent at Starbucks perhaps won't be in vain (well, not the $$ anyway: I own SBUX through the R1000 ETF). If I get into just one of these five, all will be vindicated.
Hopefully all of you had an easier time with your applications than I did, and I wish you all the best of luck on your decisions.
-jd04