Returned back with a pathetic 600( 48 Q / 25 V). Never got this score in any of my prep test.
I went to test with an expectation of at least 680 but got royally screwed up. Things started to show sign from yesterday itself. My test was Saturday 8 am. I am late starter and I could not get appointment any other time except 8am . Could not sleep even for an hour for whole Friday night. Kept turning in the bed whole night. Finally got rid of the bed 5 am , took a warm shower but still had the nauseating feeling. Almost threw up in morning . Well still tried to keep myself going. Thought it was going to my day. Went to test center , signed up...wrote essay peacefully ..Quant was ok . By the time I finished Quant, I had a feeling that I am losing much of my concentration . Probably being whole night awake was taking toll out of me. When I started Verbal , the first 2-3 SC questions , I was not able to even understand what the sentence is .I am sure I got those wrong. Still SC was easy part. The RC's were killer. I kept reading and reading ..just try understand. Man, I was so helpless ! . But I felt Verbal was bit tough.
Anyway at the end I knew I screwed up. But still went to report the score just to see how I did.I was thinking in the 640-660's. But 600 was a rude surprise.
Lessons Learnt:1. Have a GOOD sleep before the night . I knew this but I just couldn't sleep . The sheer pressure and anxiety kept me awake...whole night!
2.If you are late starter in the morning, don't schedule for 8am slots. I didn't have any choice.
3.After 2-3 test, don't always believe your GMATprep scores much. I usually got 700's in later part of the study.Probably because most of verbals got repeated.
4. Don't overdo GMAT. I made it a big thing and succumbed to pressure.
Prep ScoresGMAT Prep( 620 August)
GMAT Prep( 650 October)
Manhattan 1 590
Manhattan 2 650
Manhattan 3 670( untimed)
Manhattan 4 680
Manhattan 5 700
GMAT Prep( 700 2 days before exam)
GMAT Prep( 710 1 day before exam)
Anyway I am so disappointed and depressed. Lot of things were at stake. I even sent my family(wife and son) back home(India) for couple of months so that I could study here. I am planning to leave US for good in March. And wanna make one more try before I leave but lots needed first to boost my morale which is at bottom low now.
I am not targeting US Business Schools. I am looking for exec management in India in IIM's . That surely means, I need to retake.
Advice? Word ? Inspiration....? Badly needed!