Hi everyone,
I just joined the club, and I am glad that I found out about this community... I have a very unique and complicated profile. I don't think that there is anybody else with such a profile as mine. I would like to talk about it here and ask for your recommendations. It is so much complicated that I don't even know where to start from. Anyway:
I am 30 years old. Graduated from college when I was 24. When I was in college I made a huge mistake since the first year of college. When I saw that I was getting C or even B-. I would ask the professor to fail me so that I can retake that class to get A and have a perfect GPA. However, I didnt realize how big of a mistake it was: 1st of all it left many F's in my transcript. Second, because I had to retake so many classes, it became impossible to concentrate in the new classes that I was taking... In a specific year, I would take some regular classes, and many from the previous years. Basically, it ruined everything and I got lower grades because of heavy load. Toward the end of college time when I got rid of most of the retakes I managed getting higher GPA to finish school with 3.0 GPA.
Another mistake that I did was to take harder classes as electives. While my classmates would choose "apple picking" class to get easy A, I would take Differential Equations, Linear Algebra, Higher levels of Statistics etc. which again ruined my GPA.
After the college I got admitted to a PhD in Economics in the USA and attended the program. However, as soon as I started the program I realized that I didnt like it, but it was too late. I already rejected the job offers right after the college, and started the program, so I decided to try my best to finish. But 2 years into the program I saw that I cannot do it with lack of interest, and dropped out. Because I had no interest in the program I didnt get a good GPA. I got 2.67 GPA in that program, and in the second year I did not even complete most of the classes. Some of them are left NP, some are Withdrawal etc. However, someone from HBS admissions told me that I dont have to present my grad school transcript if I dont want to.
After I dropped out of grad school I spent a year with no significant efficiency. After a year, I started an ecommerce project in 2009, and ever since I have been working on it. However, because it required an investment as every start up does, I had to have another source of income. I opened a store, which provided some cash for my living and for the investment for my ecommerce project. But the income was not enough to have a rapid growth with the ecommerce project. I am still working on the ecommerce project. It runs fine, but hasn't started to make profit yet.
To sum up,
I am 30, as I said before; I do not have a good GPA (I even have a transcript with lots of F's); I do not have successful grad school transcript - I am not going to submit it with the application, but that itself will imply that I do not have a good grad school transcript to show; I do not have a solid work experience in one of the big companies - I have always worked on my own project; I do not have extracurricular activities since leaving grad school; Because I never worked in a group environment I do not really have lots of people to ask for recommendation. There are only 3 people that I can ask (and they would write a perfect rec letter), but I wouldnt really choose them if I had other options.
I do not want to spend two years in an average MBA program. But I know that with this profile it is extremely hard to get into one of the top programs.
I would appreciate your suggestion:
Should I take a couple of classes in one of the local universities, take GMAT and try my chances this year, or should I work on my profile until next year and apply next year?
I have already taken two courses in Summer I session to build an alternative transcript, and can take another 2 or 3 and finish them in August. Then I can concentrate on my GMAT and application process.
On the other hand, I can take it slow this year, be more picky in which classes I take to build an alternative transcript, have one full year to study for GMAT and more likely to get a better score than if I have to take it in rush this year, work on my project harder to make it more successful by the time I apply next year, work on my extracurricular activities for the entire year (volunteering etc.) and then apply.
What do you suggest? Should I have a rush application this year or wait until next year? How do you see my chances if I apply this year or if I wait and complete all those that I mentioned above? Note that I am 30 now, and next year I will be 31 during application, and I will be 32 when I start the program.
I know it was too long. I appreciate for taking your valuable time to read it, and thanks a lot in advance for sharing your opinion with me!