Just put the finishing touches on an application, and I was sitting and it totally just DAWNED on me just HOW MUCH I have GROWN during this application process! Maybe its the whole 'self-reflection' thing, but I understand myself SO much better than ever before. I know what I want, why I want it, what events in my life caused me to want it, my true weaknesses, my weaknesses that will never go away because they are the opposite of my strengths (ie I'm a chatterbox, etc...) This process has been nothing short of incredible.
The other day I had a conflict with my roomie. Right as I was about to say something in haste to him, I thought, Whoooaaaaaaaa..... didnt I just write in my essay how good I am about handling conflict?? How I 'see beyond' the issue to each other's goals?? Its crazy.... BOOM right there, it stopped me in my tracks.
I know I personally approach things MUCH more methodically, I tend to reach out for help MUCH faster than before, and I have a clearer picture of my future. (and an appreciation for community involvement
) This growth will almost be a consolation prize if I get zero admits.... lol, almost
I wanted to open this up to hear about other people's stories, how different they were when they started to how they are now. Toss out YO' STORY, let's hear how we've all changed!