Request profile evaluation GMAT 650 Q48 V31

Hi there,

I am currently in the dilemma of whether to retake my GMAT or not. I have consistently practiced over 4 months using KAPLAN online material and was hugely successful in their CATs. I scored 720 in all 8 practice exam, 740 in Gmatprep exams offered by MBA.. I am extremely comfortable with the material. However, the importance and weight of this exam elevates my anxiety levels and shakes my confidence. Every time i step into that testing environment I end up panicking and my mind gets cloudy and I lose focus entirely.

Current report card states the following:

first attempt: Cancelled Score
2nd attempt :650 Q48 V31 AWA 6
3rd attempt : Cancelled Score

I was worried about not getting the result and ended up completely messing my third attempt (580). I am now EVEN MORE worried about retaking the exam in that it will reflect really negatively on my application that I have attempted the exam four times and cancelled it three times already. it is extremely frustrating because I know its not reflective of my capabilities, yet, I feel stuck. Should I retake the exam or apply to business school ? (Harvard, Wharton, MIT, YALE, Berkeley, Northwestern, Columbia, London business school, INSEAD)

Here's my profile:

Male, Jordanian (Mother tongue Arabic, English (fluent), French (working proficiency), 27 years old

Undergrad:
University of Nottingham - Civil engineering foundation (class rank 1st among 200 students) / Scholarship
University of Bristol UK - Civil engineering (School rank 3rd in UK): GPA equivalent to 3.4 (my GPA has been hindered due to extreme mitigating circumstances that lead to depression, University can confirm this) (Math modules and heavy quant subject: high grades nonetheless)

Career:
at the age of 23 I Co founded a tier 6 construction company and lead it to become tier 3 within 4 years of operation. I have executed multiple projects in Jordan and UAE. (company has approximately 40 employees) - I am currently the acting CEO and head of Business development & Strategy. I am stepping down next year and transferring management to my Co founding partner and will remain as a silent investor in the company.

Extracurricular:
Established the first official Rugby club in Jordan, landing sponsorship from Eden park clothing and land rover. I liaised with multiple parties and adopted a program called "get into rugby" through world rugby and implemented it among schools and universities and held numerous charity matches in order to promote the sport. As a result of this we now have 5 different Rugby clubs in Jordan.

Consequently, I liaised with Jordan Rugby federation and initiated the first Jordanian premier Rugby championship,. My club is a 5 time reigning champion of Jordan. With all this noise, the ministry of sports initiated a Jordanian rugby national team and attracted coaching talent from abroad. I was selected vice captain for the national MENS team in the starting 15 squad. we won the Asian five nations tournament last year and upgraded to tier 3

Community involvement
Rotary international - youth representative: My experiences involved a proposal to rotary international Amman, Jordan for a 2 year sustainable development project. The project value is $180k. After the approval and funds were granted, I was directing and managing teams from the organization to implement a thorough program targeted at assisting Iraqi and Syrian refugee integrate into the Jordanian society by providing assistance to adult men, adult women and children as well. The program is currently in phase 3

Recommendation letters from Rotary Amman, Jordan President and the one of the financiers/investors in the construction company


Please advise