Please help a desperate soul.
I am so nervous and discoraged. I had been increasing my scores consistently for the past 2 weeks on the 6 gmat preps tests found here. I started with a 630 on the first one, and then scored around 660-680 and even got a 740 once (probably out of sheer luck, but still).
I studied more than ever this weekend, however, I scored a 580 and a 590 on two MCATs and then a 620 on a GMAT prep. I re-did a gmat prep I had already taken before and scored LOWER.
What is happening to me? The Manhattan CATS were a HUGE blow to my confidence.
Verbal is my big streght, scoring 42's in most preps, however, on the MCATS, my verbal section took a big hit. Along with my quant section.
I haven't been able to recover my verbal score since I took the first MCAT. I did a GMAT focus and scored a 39-44 scale, which calmed me down on quant, however, my verbal score is still below my normal 41-42.
I'm a journalist, I know I lack the quant skills to score a high 40 on that portion, therefore, I DEPEND on my verbal to reach a 700. I am aiming for a 42/42 and considering my FOCUS scores (always between 39-44) and my normal gmat prep scores (verbal 40/41), it seemed at least mildly tangible.
It seems like a joke to aim for a 700 now with the 620 and 590/580 on the MCATS. I was really confident a week ago and now I'm crushed. I tend to finish the verbal section with 30 min remaining since I'm a very anxious person, but on the test date normally focus a lot better. It really didn't seem impossible for me to score a 700 before but now it makes me laugh at myself.
What happened to me? Sorry for rambling, I just really needed a place to vent.
Lastly, anybody have any tips? I take the test on wednesday... I need an injection of confidence but I don't want to do anymore tests since they just kill me. I feel like giving up!!! Any advice to keep my hope alive???