Hello all club members,
This might be a slightly long post. Many of you might not be able to relate to the my current state of mind yet I'll try to give you all the feel of being in my shoes to the closest extent possible.
I'm almost 25 years old, working in the top global startups and as kid always dreamt of business and management as career down the line. I'm really glad that so far all the opportunities favoured me in coming a long way with above averages diverse career experience, by running a company for a breif while and working in India for 2 global startups in helping setting up initial operations. I have working from 6+ years both full time and part time while I started our company back in college. Which still running btw with a dedicated employees to take care and couple of partner monitoring it, I'm only involved in strategical planning and decision right now giving me enought space to go ahead with my dreams!
Now with all those dreams and average profile I always wanted to get in to a top b-school majorly for the diversity and exposure I could get and ofcourse for the ROI as well till I clear of my loans and save a little to boot start or expand the new/current business.
Having said that, now to chase my dreams I planned to take my GMAT. Knowing about my academic background, which is as poor as 55%, as per indian standards, which test highly on content than comprehensional ability (no complaints), I planned on getting a high GMAT score of 700+ being too optimistic.
Now that I know I need a high score, there comes my work life balance at the under staffed, moderately paid global startup. Though GMAT is on my mind from couple of months, with my work and poor time management skills, I didn't get a chance to even peak at the exam pattern!
Finally to give myself a push and deadline to abide by, with also my poor decisions making skills, I've opted for a date which was 3 weeks away and felt accomplished on my first small step towards my dream! But, to worsen that further more, I also schedule both my IELTS writing and speaking in the middle of these 2 weeks I have. Leaving my self with only 12 days for the D-day.
Fought almost a small battle at office to get 2 weeks leave, and 3 days working to complete all tasks at hand and to handover the work. Now, with time at hand and deadline ahead. I've started by giving my GMAT mock, by Manhattan, to familiarise myself with the exam's pattern and I've scored 550. Not a very bad score to start with I guess.
Now, with a base score and atleast 150+ points to improve at hand, in less than 10 days and self study as the method I was overwhelmed by the amount resources I could find online, I felt like a kid lost in the candy store with all the free test, videos, forums and pdfts.
Luckily, to channel my focus a little my friend had an OG '13 review and verbal review. I started solving and completed 120+ qns with 95% accuracy in quant, without knowing they were from ordered by easy to hard difficulty, gaining confidence. And now I also downloaded 700-800 qns from a PDF I found in Club and started solving it and boom!, All the confidence Vanished. Similar story in for verbal though accuracy was 70% for starting OG qns.
Now, after the realisation kicked in, I started watching videos with concepts on verbal and quant from perp GMAT and Veritas. Which ate all the limited-time I had. I'm now left with 6 days. I thought, now is the good time to give a mock, to see where I stand, with all the new concepts I've learnt. Also, my IELTS in the next 3 days.
GMATPrep 1 - 550. Still the same score was shocking. But I just reviewed at without proper explanation available and only answers. And moved in with IELTS leaving me 2 days for D-day.
Now to check my retention and also to test where I stand. I gave GMATPrep 2 - 530. Worse. I though I had paid more attention this time and further worse.
Now, just trying to brush up and recollect techniques. I've spent other 2 days also learning AWA and IR at the same time, which I so far only skipped during mocks!
On D-Day [Today]
I went early to test centre, everything was quite comfortable. I started with AWA and IR to warm up a little. I felt, I really did a good job on AWA. Confidently, started quant and realised seconds later that I've clicked next choosing the wrong answer for 4-5 times and unlike GRE I can't go back and I'm so envying GRE takers now!
And verbal I struggled 6 mins first CR qn rereading it so many time and still not able to comprehend I don't know why. Half way through verbal I realised that I screwed up the pace. Started hurrying and messing up more.
Score - 490 q 35 v 21 ir7 and AWA - expecting 5 atleast.
What went wrong? Why was my score decreasing? Any tips? I'm planning to retake in Jan.
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