Hi All,
So I just got back from my 2nd retake of my GMAT, which turned out to be a disaster. My first GMAT take was 1 month ago after 3.5 months of studying. I was close to beating the GMAT. I got back up and it knocked me down again, this time even harder.
Sources Used:
Manhattan GMAT 5th edition
OG Guide
GMAT Club TestsE-GMAT
Before First GMAT:
MGMAT 1 - 630 (Q37 V38)
MGMAT 2 - 670 (Q45 V36)
MGMAT 3 - 640 (Q40 V37)
GMAT Prep 1 - 680 (Q45 V38)
GMAT Prep 2 - 710 (Q47 V40)
MGMAT 4 - Only did verbal (V37)
MGMAT 5 - Only did verbal (V38)
GMAT Prep 3 - 710 (Q47 V41)
GMAT Prep 4 - 720 (Q48 V41)
MGMAT 6 - 710 (Q41 V45)
First GMAT - 690 (Q48 V36)
As you can see, I didn't execute to the best of my ability. I felt decent on my quant but verbal got away from me. I knew I could do better so afterwards, I scheduled my test immediately for 1 month later.
Plan for the month:
Maintain my quant. Did this every single morning before work by continuing to work through GMAT Club and
MGMAT CAT quant
Improve my verbal. I enrolled in e-gmat, which was great. I did the entire SC section and felt much more confident in SC.
Mocks before second take:
MGMAT 1 Retake: 710 (Q47 V42)
MGMAT 2 Retake: 730 (Q45 V45)
GMAT Prep 1 Retake: 730 (Q49 V41)
GMAT Prep 2 Retake: 730 (Q48 V42)
MGMAT 3 Retake: 740 (Q46 V45)
MGMAT 4 Retake: 750 (Q48 V45)
Mock tests mean nothing to me. I just retook and scored 650 (Q45 V33). I could have cried, but instead I laughed at the screen. It was almost comical how badly I failed and how I just wasted the last month of my life. I thought to myself I was worthless and I thought I deserved to jump off a bridge. I legitimately considered doing so but calmly collected myself as I sat in silence in my car for an hour. I am not sure what went wrong. I got enough sleep, got a workout in before and felt fine throughout the test. I can chalk this up to a fluke and retake in 16 days or I can step back and completely re-assess if I need to go through all the material again. I am not sure if I have the motivation to do this. I've gone through the entire OG15 book three times. I've exhausted most of my prep material. Do I buy the new OG book?
So now I am asking everyone here for advice. I could potentially apply with a 690, but I will never forgive myself if I give up now. I have been toiling away for the last 4 months. I cut out my social life and I only work, study, sleep, and go to the gym. I am not willing to accept failure with what I have sacrificed thus far. I need to come up with a game plan. All I needed was +20-30 points and I won't give up until I get them.
Thanks.
Yours truly,
A disgruntled GMAT Taker