In a really bad/confused place rn
My Gmat is on the 21st of this month(in 10 days) and i just took my final Manhattan mock and ended up with a 560(V30,Q37)… i am extremely disheartened and shook since i had scored a 620 (V32,Q43) on my previous(5th) manhattan and a 590 on my 3rd and 4th mocks before that…. I have been preparing for 4 months (on and off for the first 2 months while i was covering the basics). I am an undergrad student currently in my final year so i’ve been balancing college and GMAT simultaneously…
I am deeply shocked and in a vulnerable place after receiving these scores. I can’t decide if i should postpone my test… i wish to apply in R2, the deadlines are approaching and i wouldn’t be able to apply if i postpone my exam now…. In all honesty, i’m really scared rn.
I have two official mocks left now, and i had planned to take them by the end of this week right before the real exam…
What my test experience looked like today:
I had decided that i’m going to stay calm, not obsess over predicting my score and focus on the question on my screen.
Verbal: i thought i was doing good, could find splits on SC (had been working on it for the past week), took the RC slow and understood the paragraph before answering the questions(been using the same technique and managed to get 85-90% accuracy on OG questions) and Understanding the passage and and identifying the conclusion on CR questions ( CR has been my forte and i was scoring around 70%on
MGMAT with around 80% accuracy on practice sessions).
Score split
MGMAT: SC(64%) CR(50%) RC(33%)
V : 30
(Saw an improvement on SC but my CR dropped and RC did not fluctuate despite the change in strategy)
Quant: is where i believe i messed up real bad, i got a Q43 on the previous mock and decided to focus on solving the medium/hard level OG questions all on my own… over the course of this entire week i did exactly that and truly felt that i was grasping it since i was doing fairly well..
On the test today, i got a hint that i must have messed up somewhere since the questions thrown at me were suspiciously easy (and i believe i got quite a few of them wrong as well). I kept focusing on the questions though and finished the section on time.
Score split
MGMAT: PS(29%) DS(71%)
Q : 37
(DS improved but PS dropped drastically)
I have been preparing really hard, following all the tips that have worked for everybody, creating an
error log, analyzing my mistakes, practicing untimed for higher accuracy(i managed to finish both the sections on time on this mock), never making the same mistake twice, i saw myself improving as well, especially during my practice sessions… i really did believe i was improving until this happened… idk what to do now, kindly help me organize my thoughts, should i consider rescheduling? I’d probably have to do it today since i only have 10 days left now…

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I’m scared..