Hi everyone I am an italian guy 22 years old at my last Bachelor year of Management Engineering in one of the best engineering university of Italy.
I won't go too far in the introductions and premise cause it's not necessary.
I would like to start a Master in Management (junior MBA) next September at Essec Business School, actually I am also applying to IE business school and I am considering ESCP, because the last 2 univerities mentioned don't require a Gmat score. So in case my Gmat exams would not go as I wanted I would have a parachute. I miss two exams to finish my Bachelor that I have to take between next January and early February. So I thought December was the ideal year to prepare my applications and I booked 2 dates for the Gmat: 4 December and 22 December, I would have preferred to take the first one earlier but no date was available. I took a private course for 2 months in September and October for my preparation. So I concentrated almost all the time for 3 months studying Gmat.
I took my first GmatPrep on the 4 November and I scored 640 which I thought was a pretty good score to start from. I got 46 Q and 33 V, but I thought that I could do better in my Quant, however I was struggling in my Verbal. So I continued to do exercises focusing more on the Verbal section but doing some Manhattan CAT I got 31 and 33 in Verbal so I wasn't improving as I wanted.
I took another GmatPrep 2 weeks later but the score was inflated cause I had already seen many Verbal and Quant questions and I got 700 (Q49 and V35). I was pretty happy but I knew that it was more than what I really could do.
However I tried my first attempt hoping for a first score around 650 to aspire for something higher for the 22 December exam.
I started from Q because I always did CAT in that order and I was confident in that way.
Quant went pretty well I thought to be around 46-47 score, but I really struggled in the Verbal part: my attention level declined it was about 2 p.m. already and I didn't eat so much in the morning, I don't know why but I really found the Verbal questions more difficult than the other I used for my preparation and I almost made exercise on official Gmat questions. I know that I wasn't doing well in the Verbal cause many questions at some point seemed too easy.
When I saw the result I was pretty shocked and angry 570 (Q45 V24) I made a mess in the verbal section, I felt I wasn't going more than 30 in the Verbal but I was expecting more a V28 or V29. I canceled the score I just couldn't see it, my last hope was the 22 December exam.
The following days I was wondering I could have sucked so much in Verbal and I did not understand, even because I didn't panick or I didn't feel too anxious, maybe more tired in the second part (Verbal section). So, while I accounted my Q45 score to have done some silly mistakes I was pretty confident to be in the range between 45-47 for Quant, I could not say I was confident about Verbal.
I did not have many days (18) to improve my Verbal, but I really gave everything I could: Verbal started became my obsession, for some days I did not touch the Quant exercises to focusing just on Verbal. I will explain about Verbal taking into consideration the singular parts:
Sentence Correction:
This was, like for many, my favourite part I was pretty good in SC not scoring too high but it was not the part to improve the most, however
while I was able to eliminate quickly the answers in the OG or in my practice tests, at the real Gmat I didn't see many differences among the answers, they differed from just one or two word, they were very similar and I had difficulties also doing SC at the real examCritical Reasoning:
This was my most hated part, I did pretty good in the easy or medium questions but really had troubles in the most difficult or 700 level ones. I started attacking this part, doing dozens of CR a day, all the CR in the OG, many on the forum and everywhere. I often preferred to to real gmat questions. I improved CR a little bit but not really as I wanted. I thought I was in a medium level about CR.
Reading:
I didn't like RC a lot and I didn't practiced it a lot. In 2-3 months I did about 150 RC passages maybe more. However in a wide range of time not concentrating enough on this part. I'll tell more about it in the next paragraph.
Quantitative:
Not much to say about Quant in the last month I did some exercises to not lose the skills and the procedures, the formulas ecc..
I knew it was my strenght in the Gmat, maybe if I dedicated enought time to it I could reach a higher score (48-49) but I gave precedence to Verbal.
In the following days I tried a CAT from Manhattan and I was surprized when I saw a 680 (Q45 V37) not so much for the Quant but for the Verbal, maybe I was really improving it, I was feeling good and more confident, but I many people, also in this forum say that Q is harder and V is easier in Manhattan, so I was cautious with this score.
I bought another GMATpack: examPack2. I wanted to test myself on different questions not seen before and see if I made some progresses. I did the first test last Monday, my new approach was to start from Verbal, cause I wanted to have more focus in that part. I thought I did good in the Verbal I was expecting at least a V34, in Quant I struggled a little bit and I was more tired however I went straight to the end, but inside me I wanted to see if I had improved in the Verbal section. I was schocked another time at the score: 580 (Q47 V24). I said WTF??!?? How was that possible?? I thought to have done a pretty good Verbal, I was incapacitated about my score.
Fortunately if you buy the new pack you can see what % you got in the single sections, so I discovered the reason of my failure: CR 58%, SC 77% and
RC 18%. A stone would have done a better score in the RC than me. I didn't feel to have mistaken al those RC passages so I went straight to the correction: The first passage I got 3/4 it was ok, but at the second one I failed witha 0/4 and also the other two passages I got 2/4 in each.
That test opened my eyes:
I SUCKED IN RC AND I HAD NOT UNDERSTOOD IT BEFOREThe exam was today so I got like 4 days to improve my RC: I made RC like a psycho, and I realized why I wasn't good at them, it wasn't about the understanding of the passage but about the differences in the answers, the passage was clear to me but I couldn't make a clear distinction in the answers. On Monday afternoon and Tuesday I read about 20-30 passages and I learned how to distinguish properly the answers and the questions. I really felt to improving the RC I wanted to retake the Gmatprep to see if that was true.
You know that in a GmatPrep database there is a limit number of questions but if you do it 2 times you shouldn't encounter repeated one so much: I started with Verbal as usual, I really felt like a dragon in the RC just the first one was really difficult and maybe I did some mistakes but I really thought to have done well in the others. All this RC preparation felt me to have improved my CR also and all Verbal I thought was going well. In Quant I was really concentrated trying to avoid any silly mistakes and I couldn't do just some hard questions, or questions that were taking too long.
This time I was surprised in the other way with the score:
710 (Q49 V38)I was really feeling amazing, although I have already seen 2 or 3 questions during my practice I just felt amazing about the score. I saw the % of the single sections, RC really was amazing I got 41 in RC (88%), 77% in SC and 78% in CR. I didn't do so well in SC as I wanted but it was ok because I really did amazing in the RC and at that time I was really confident in that part. The aspect that really hit me was the fact that just as RC earlier put me down in V, now it got me really up. So I think that if you are really good in one part you can boost your score as you can sink it if you have major weaknesses. I got just 2 errors in all the RC passages, in the first one that was really hard.
Today I had the exam at 11 a.m I didn't practice Quant yesterday but I was feeling good about it, I knew I was better than before in Verbal but I didn't know how I would perform at the real test.
So here we go: starting from Verbal I felt I was doing well, the questions seemed quite hard but I thought I was answering correctly. The first two RC passages, my new favourite section, went well. Then at the third reading the trouble: I encountered a
REALLY difficult RC passage about some types of loan, I understood very little about it and tried to make educated guesses for the answers. I was hoping to have 3 questions about it but there were 4, it's really possible that I got all 4 wrong, however I went straight to the end with still a pretty good impression about the V in general.
Here we go about the Quant: First question and I had a big trouble it was very hard and long: a word problem with 4 unknowns variables (if you want I can write you the question cause I remember it almost exactly, but I don't think I am allowede to do it), I knew I had to take many calculations, but no way I could find the answer. I wasted 5 minutes in the first question and I had to guess, not a good start. Then I found some easy medium questions but I still had some issues I wasn't smooth as always in my reasonings and I was feeling to do stupid mistakes. In the middle of the Quant section there was another EASY question I just couldn't figure out: I knew how to do it but the answer WAS NOT PRESENT IN THE ANWER CHOICES I checked it 3-4 times doing it in different ways, but no tha answer wasn't there. It was a serie on the denominator with common difference 5 and a serie at numerator with commmon difference 3, SUPER-EASY. I was really getting angry, so I had to guess also that one cause I was wasting too much time. So feeling late I started doing questions faster and then I was in advance with the time. But at the moment I really was feeling depressed I was sure to have done a mess with my Quant and I was sad and angry at the same moment.
Then I AWA with no desire I just wanted it to be all over cause it was a torture for me. I was sure to have got a V30+ and Q under 44-45.
So the score appared, worse than what I imagined: 570 (Q39 V29). I felt devastated in the inside.
REMEMBER ONE THING (FROM MY POINT OF VIEW):
AT THE EXAM IF YOU THINK THAT YOU MADE A MESS , YOU HAVE REALLY MADE A MESS AND PROBABLY WORSE THAN WHAT YOU IMAGINED.
Looking at the bright side I didn't do so well also in Verbal, cause having got a V33+ and that Quant would have really got me crazy.
Another thing that I believe and for which some will agree and some won't is:
REAL EXAM QUESTIONS ARE REALLY MORE DIFFICULT THAN WHAT YOU HAVE TRIED ALSO ON GMATPREP, NOT ALWAYS BUT ON AVERAGE I HAD THIS FEELINGOk someone will say that I underperform at the exam and I can't keep calm or whatever you want, of course I am more confident to do the test at home on a simulation but hey
I GOT A 710 2 DAYS BEFORE ON THE OFFICIAL SIMULATION AND THEN I GOT 570 IN THE REAL TEST.
Ok I messed up in the Quant section but that it's not so fundamental, if I had score 45-46 however I would have ended with a 610-620 FAR FROM WHAT EXPECTED
This is the story, now I am over the second in-take for Essec and on the next two Months I will have my University exams so I cannot study Gmat.
The third deadline for Essec is on 22 February. If I do well I can finish my exams in the end of January, otherwise around 10 February
Now these are the options and I want to hear from you guys, please give me any advice you can:1) I just give up on this damned test and I finish my applications for IE and ESCP where Gmat is not required, hoping to be accepted there, that it's not sure but I have some odds.
2) GIVE THE LAST TRY FOR GMAT, doing the test just a few days before the third deadline and hoping for the best for ESSEC. I really wanted to try it because I prepared the eassys and references very well. A friend of mine that is in my situation sent the application with a 590 in this in-take. Many people say that the second one is the best one for French universities but with a 590 I think they will spit on my application.
The ideal journey would be to finish my exams within January and then give all I got trying one last time the Gmat. In this time I would continue to do exercise to not lose my skills and go for the final rush.
THE THING THAT GOT ME REALLY MAD IS THE FACT THAT I KNOW I CAN DO WELL, MAYBE NOT 700+ SCORE BUT 650 OR MORE THAT WOULD BE ENOUGH FOR ME. BUT EVERY TIME AT THE REAL TEST I UNDERPERFORM. I THOUGHT IT WAS THE FIRST TIME BUT I COULDN'T BELIEVE TO DO EVEN WORSE IN THE SECOND ATTEMPT, NOT AFTER A 710 TWO DAYS BEFORE.
However, I really thank you all for your attention, sorry for my many mistakes in writing but I wrote really fast and I am still very angry and depressed, I got this score 8 hours ago and I do not know when I will recover.
A particular mention to 2 great guys that gave me motivation to study and to improve myself, every single day. I just cannot think to give up, I am sorry to have disappointed you:
bb GMATNinja.