Hi friends,
I have been losing sleep because of a deep issue running in my life. Any help/advice would be extremely helpful to me.
I am a Non-US entrepreneur and I got into a decently good MBA program with 80% scholarship.
My idea was that the MBA would be of immense help to me as a CEO of my company. I would intern with some consulting/ VC firms, gain exposure and would be able to run my company better.
However, COVID changed the dynamics completely.
First surprise:
1. Got to know that I need F1 visa to be in the US for my studies, and in order to hold F1, I should relinquish my office and should be unemployed.
I decided to forego VC funding, give my office to my family members whom I trust and then pursue my MBA while I advise my family in running the business.
COVID hit
2. Because of COVID, international travel is now restricted. The school was offering a deferral, but promised me that there would be no problem taking the program Online from my home country.
I believed them blindly and jumped at the opportunity: My rationale- I thought I could just pull off half a sem and go to US in JAN. I would not have visa restrictions of me being an entrepreneur atleast for one Sem and I would not be wasting a year.
Took the decision of jumping into the program:
Now, the academics run at very odd times, which I am unable to cope up with due to a different time zone.
Most of the international students dropped off from the program. My networking scope is very limited and the experience from the cohort is almost nil.
Employer events happen at like 4 am my time daily, club events are difficult to catch up.
I heard that the employment prospects are at an all-time low.
All of a sudden, my entrepreneurial venture started to take new turns, got very lucrative prospects.
The remote arrangements of the school are not upto the expectations.
Unable to concentrate fully on the case studies, I decided to reach out to the management team for help within 1 week of starting the program.
They said, just hang in there, 1 month passed. Now the issues snowballed. I asked for a deferral.
They now say- since you have pursued 1 sem with us, you have to pay 1 SEM fee. They are not clear about the scholarship that might be lost as well.
Facing severe health issues, unable to excel at MBA, unable to forego my entrepreneurship venture, unable to face the shame of dropping out of a prestigious MBA with such scholarship, I am mentally and physically suffering to the extreme.
Any good advice would be extremely helpful.