Thanks Souvik, bb and harikris for your replies.
Yes, I work for the state government and I have a bond period of 6 years worth one 300 000 INR. Its a huge amount. They did not sponsor anything. My job was through competition - All India 5 seats. I beat the written, GD and interviw to be here. I would have not joined becaus of this bond. But my father had expired (heart attack and mom was alone). I was gettign posting in my home city, so I chose this. I am not from a financially well off family. I spent all my savings on dad's unfinished projects (building home) and took a loan which is still unpaid. But I want to move out. And I am completely bankrupt. I was scoring around 680 - 710 in prep tests (including 760 in GMAT prep 2 with 99%ile in verbal on which i had reaally worked hard). However I dont know what happened on GMAT day that I scored q49, v20 an dtotal 570 in GMAT. IELTS - 7.5 (listening 8, writing 7.5, reading 7, speaking 6.5). I have 7 years of work experience including 3 years at Accenture.
Its very tough for me to wait for another year as I am 30 and still unmarried. I seriously want to do MBA and after working for 8-10 years I want to switch to teaching.
I am very upset becuase I dont know the risk reward ratio given my poor financial health.