emont- I just re-read your reply. I wasn't trying to say that I don't care if my unit goes to crap, because I would care about that. I'm not saying "I don't care" as in now I'm dead weight that my buddies have to pick up the slack for. My replacement is dialed in, and at this point I'm just unneeded and it feels like I'm kinda in the way sometimes. In other words, it's time for me to go, but I still have to wait a little bit longer. I was just wondering if anyone else felt that way too. I should have worded things better.
academist- Yeah, I'm not really getting treated like crap; people are just busting balls. Sometimes I feel like guys who made a career out of the military take it personally when others decide to leave; as if we were personally insulting the decision they made for their lives. Other guys (like some of my peers) are just jealous that they aren't getting out right now too haha. Nothing is getting me down, I'm just anxious to move on and become a normal person again. Just thinking about being in school again, and having a semblance of stability in my life sounds pretty amazing. I'm just pumped about it, so that makes it hard for me to be very pumped about anything going on at work, and I just catch **** for it sometimes is all, haha. I've got a great group of guys in my unit, and we've been through some stuff together, so I will always be proud of my service and be close with those guys. That being said, I'm still chomping at the bit to hop in my truck and leave that place in my dust.