BACKGROUND:
I graduated in July of 2021 from University of Delhi where I majored in commerce. I'll be giving GMAT for the first time on 23rd August, 2021. I started preparing with
Magoosh in June and after a week of going through the material, I gave the GMAT prep practice exam and scored 550 (Q33, V33). My foundations in both quant and verbal were extremely weak.
I gave a
Manhattan Prep GMAT Exam today (8th August) and scored 630 (Q42, V34).
During my preparation, I focused mostly on quant and not as much on verbal.
PANIC:
I'm feeling very nauseous because of the Exam. There's a huge fear of failure within me. I already feel that I will perform poorly on the exam.
I have questions like the following:
->What if I don't get my desired score?
What if you get your desired score?->Did I do enough?
Your best is always enough->How will I carry the burden of not scoring well?
How will you cherish the joy of learning the core-skills that the exam tests you on?->What if I just panic during the exam?
You have 8 attempts. So what if you in panic on 1, 2 or even 3? ->What if I'm just dumb and that I'll never score well?
A score of 630 on the Manhattan mock definitely proves that you're not dumb (if there is such a thing)I'm questioning my entire preparation and reading stories of people who bombed their first attempt as well and then later scored 700+
With fewer than 2 weeks left for the exam, I have no clue of what to do next.
@armaankumar,it definitely seems like you're making progress. If you're taking the GMAT for an MBA, there is no rush for you and you still have time to prepare. Experts will be able to suggest you if you should consider rescheduling if you're not at your target score yet. Just want to say good luck, you've got this!