Hello all,
Before I begin, Just want to mention that I have been a silent lurker on this forum. Over the past 1-2 years, this forum has improved my GMAT ability more than tuition. I do not wish to name anyone specific but there are brilliant minds here and I feel the need to connect more with this community to improve and achieve my goal.
December 2014, GMAT Exam #1 500, Quant 44 Verbal 19 AWA 4.5 (just discovered GMAT CLUB)
I took tuition for a two months, whilst working at e-commerce business (this meant late hours, unexpected stays at office). Focused on completing/practicing a lot of questions (un-timed). My foundations in verbal was proven to be very weak, although the only language I speak/write/learn in is English itself!! Another problem which I had was my ego and self esteem. Also I did not maintain error logs
I have done very well in academics (straight A's in A lvls, passed well in my Bsc at a top International Business School). But, I feel against the world in standardized exams. Starting with the SAT, once i obtained this score and the next (560) I feel like its not going to improve at all. Secondly, I have an issue with letting go of questions and I always feel that I have the ability to solve them correctly.
April 2016, GMAT Exam #2 560, Quant 47, Verbal 20 , AWA 5.5 (Thx ChineseBurned)
I started studying properly in January after I quit my work to focus on my further education + business plans. I did a lot of questions again, several practice tests where I was hitting the 610-660 region. I would say my average score would be Q 45, V 25-30. I had ample of time and felt I should have performed much better compared to my first official exam. I suppose the high expectations and anxiety (slept for 4 hours) brought upon a weak performance. Furthermore, I had to use the bathroom BIG TIME in the last 20 mins, but i did not as i felt i would lose vital time, so it really messed up my concentration in the verbal section. The material i used this time were:
Kaplan premier 2015
Manhattan Critical Reasoning 12th Edition
Manhattan Reading comprehension 4th Edition
Gmatprep Questions
OG latest edition
OG 2 free tests
Manhattan 6 Test Package
Error LogGenerally, during revision, I felt my verbal improve (actually) because I was able to recognize patterns in questions. How to answer them quicker and effectively. Identify question types. However I did not feel an improvement with Reading comprehension.
Guys, I am reaching out to all of you to help me get back on track and motivate me to start improving & preparing for my next attempt. I feel i should start of with Ron Purewals "Thursdays with ron" on vimeo. I do not wish to take such a long gap as i did between my first 2 attempts. I need to improve my current score by 100 points and the biggest barrier right now is verbal. Please help

Thank you all for hearing me out