Hello everybody,
I am writing this post while being sad and devastated. I really do not know what to do anymore at this point and would need some advice.
I decided in June to go for the MBA and started preparing for the GMAT. Months later, after getting a 740 (Q49, V42) in an official CAT (first try) in early september, I sat for my first GMAT (online) in end of the month. Unfortunately, a lot of drama happened with my proctor and it ended up make me lose every ounce of focus I had. I scored a 670 (Q47, V35), which is only 10 points higher than the baseline OG CAT that I did in June. I knew I was going to score this score because I was mentally out.
I went on with my preparation and sat for the second online GMAT couple weeks later. I had issues on timing in Verbal and I focused on improving this. Three or four days before the D-day, I scored a 750 (Q51, V40) in an OG CAT (2nd try). I thought I was ready this time. Unfortunately, the same verbal problems reappeared again. My mind wasn't sharp enough and I completely mismanaged my strategy. I endded up scoring, again, a 670 (Q48, V34).
Knowing what my problem was (timing in Verbal), I worked really hard for the following two weeks to fix this and took 2 OG CATs (2nd try). I scored a 740 (Q49, V41) and then a 760 (Q50, V42). Amazing scores. Feeling confident, but not cocky, I decided that I was ready, traveled to another city (no GMAT center here) and took the test. This time, no major timing problems with Verbal. I thought it should work out - probably not amazingly as in the CATs but at least something good. I ended up scoring 680 (V46, V36). Terrible performance in Quant and in Verbal (although no major time pressure in Verbal this time).
I have no idea what is wrong with me. What am I doing wrong? I understand the first two failures, but what happened this time?
It is already end of October, deadlines to submit applications are in January, and I haven't even started with that piece yet...
Any advice, similar experiences, and follow-up questions are very welcome.
Thank you...