Now that I have had a chance to think:
Congratulations to all the admits; you deserve it ten times over! I hope that this community played a small part in your victory today.
I had a gif saved for today, in case I got in. I knew exactly which one I wanted to use.
HOWEVER, I didn't get in, and I became very
unhappy and upset. I had worked so hard, AS DID MANY OF YOU. I don't have to go into the details, because you all get it. You all worked hard and poured your soul into your application, and for many of us it simply didn't work out how we imagined. I notified many of my close friends and family about the outcome and received many statements including the words "don't worry" and "sorry," but I really didn't find a whole lot of comfort in their words. However, something else extraordinary happened. I received PM's from various social media and public messages on this forum from people that I have "met" on this journey; something I did not expect. In many ways,
it means more to me, because we are in this journey together, we are sweating together, and we are bleeding together.
As I read the messages, my mood changed. I thought that
I am actually pretty lucky to be in the WL column; I'm sure many people that were dinged would prefer to be WL'ed. I realized that I am pretty lucky and should be very grateful of my position. And then I thought, I'm actually pretty lucky to even be applying. I come from a small town on the West Coast and now have a great job in a metropolitan area. The fact that I'm even IN THE ARENA is pretty great. I've had a lot of successes (as many of you have had) and quite a few failures along with them (as many of you have had). But
I'm grateful to be in a good place in life, and to be in a place that allows me to help others.
So for me, tonight was a win. Here's the gif: