Dear all,
I have been a part of this community for almost a year now. I have taken GMAT 2 times. I gave my first attempt in August 2016 and I gave the second attempt a few weeks ago in March 2017. In my first attempt, I had issues with application of concepts and practice. I joined e-gmat verbal online course and
Gmat club tests for my second attempt and I diligently studied for 2.5 months. I used the scholaranium and did hundreds of question from CR,RC,SC and maths.
My second attempt was on 30th March 2017.
During my preparation, I made sure to regularly take Mocks and analyze my errors. I gave 11 full mock test under exam conditions and I scored fairly well on all of them.
I took all 6 GMAT PREP exams and I scored consistently on them.
These were my mock results:
1. GMAT PREP 1 ( q: 49, v: 31 ) 660 (25th January 2017)
2. GMAT PREP 4 ( q:50, v:35 ) 710 (20th February 2017)
3. GMAT PREP 3 ( q:50, v:35 ) 710 (25th February 2017)
4. GMAT PREP 5 ( q:50, v: 38) 720 (7th March 2017)
5. GMAT PREP 6 (q: 49, v:35) 700 (10th March 2017)
6. GMAT PREP 2 (q:50 , v:38) 720 (24th March 2017)
I took all these mocks with AWA and IR and the proper break. I was pressed under timing in all these mocks for verbal especially. There were times when I had to answer 10 questions in 10 mins. For maths, I improved my timing using
GMATClub Tests.
Before the exam day, I was bit scared about my timing in verbal as I have the habit of sticking to a question and not letting it go. Still, I was feeling confident as I knew that under any circumstances I will score good as I did in my mocks.
But, before the exam day, there was a long power cut in my locality and I couldn't sleep because the backup was exhausted. I slept barely for 2 hours the day before my exam. But I wasn't affected my this. I reached the center and I started my exam. AWA went pretty well (I got a 5.5/6). Then in IR I was stuck in a two-part analysis question for some time but I went ahead. I got 6 MSR questions and I knew I was bad at them. So, I had the feeling that I screwed IR section (I got a 3, even less than my 1st attempt ie was 5).
After the break I started with maths, It was going pretty well till 9th question (ahead of time) but then there was a question (I think 12th) and I got stuck with that one. I didn't realize how much time I had spent on that question. And by the time I was trying to catch my pace up, there was one more question where I got stuck and had to guess and move ahead. I remember I was on 30th question with 7 mins to go and I had to guess 35,36 and 37 in order to complete the exam. After the maths section, I felt I messed up but Still I had the feeling that I will get a 49 for sure.
After the break verbal started with 3 sc and one cr question. Then came in an RC it was a long one and I read it quickly(with egmat strategies). The first RC question was a main point and I was stuck between three options and I wasn't able to narrow down the answer. I tried to move ahead but somewhat I got frozen and I couldn't. I was trying hard to figure out that question and I wasted a lot of time. I had to complete the first 10 questions in 21 mins but I was 5 mins behind due to my mess up. I messed up with one more RC in the same way in the third set of questions. Then, I tried to catch up the pace but I was on the 30th question with 10 mins left. I had to guess on all CR question that came after that and I knew I had messed up. I wasted so much money and effort. The last 10 questions were stressful, my mind was telling me that you have messed up and I knew RC has taken my life again.
I got a 640 (q: 48, v:29) in my second attempt. I just improved by 30 points from my first attempt.
I had done everything I thought was necessary for GMAT exam. I took a leave from my college, left some placements offers, shifted to the other city just to study for the exam. Moreover, I took mocks in a proper manner in the same kind of conditions but still, I failed in my second attempt. I don't want to apply with this score as I know it;s not representative of my performance.
I have an issue with the competitive exams. I perform well in mocks but when the real exam comes, I am stuck or hold on to a question and I mess up.I think my exam temperament is not good while taking the exam. I don't know ho exactly to move ahead. I am currently giving my final semester exams. I want to improve but I feel like I have given everything that I had to my second attempt. I think that it could be the possibility that even if I improve and prepare for my third attempt, I could mess up again due to my bad temperament during the exam. I couldn't improve in this respect.
Please suggest what I can do and how can I work to improve my exam temperament.
I am attaching my ESRs from both attempts please see and give your valuable inputs.
Thanks a lot.