Hello dear friends,
It all started somewhere around Dec' 5th, 2019. I started my GMAT journey with one of the tutors near my locality. Before I talk about the main reason for writing this post to seek help. Let me give you all a small introduction about myself.
I am a commerce graduate. I did my graduation around 13 years ago. I haven't been able to stay in touch with studies ever since. I am a working person. I have had a couple of businesses during this time. Since, my post grad was due for so long, I decided to take GMAT and fulfill my dream. Hence, started my GMAT coaching with the tutor.
Past one - one and half months have been tough. Really tough. I spent hours to catch up and learn all the forgotten concepts old and new. Sometimes even sat for 8 hours a day to gain back some knowledge. After around 20 days, I felt lost due to lack of planing and systematic road map and approach. So I decided to read from the internet all the possible experiences and stories related to planning and succeeding in GMAT. I got hold of some techniques like POMORADO and spaced repetition. It helped me gain my momentum as I was able to track my progress. I started learning and implementing my knowledge by doing various drills on various topics. Things started to fall in place as I was able to attend most of the questions with proper understanding unlike earlier. I was able to comprehend the questions, though sometimes rather most of the times could not come up with the correct answer. However, I was at least able to understand the language GMAT uses. Sometimes I did a lot of things at a time and sometimes took up as little as possible so as to digest the subject correctly.
Some 4 days ago. I was enrolled to The Princeton Review plan by my tutor. This changed everything. I started taking up the coursework in their study plan and started doing the drills. Here I get the shock of my life. Suddenly I feel I do not know a single thing! I did really bad in the topic wise drills. My accuracy was not more than 60%. I lost faith. Lost my confidence and got extremely panicked.
As the last resort. I choose to write this up before I burst out and loose the remaining hope. I am sure I am not the first person to have experienced such a fear. I literally fear to attempt any question with the pre-notion that I will not be able to solve it. May be the confidence have hit it's lowest.
Please guide me and help me figure out what exactly do I need to do about learning and performing good at my GMAT. Keeping by back ground in mind please suggest how can I ace this. This is my last chance to fulfill my dream and I do not want to loose it at any cost. I know nothing is impossible. I just want to know the possible ways if at all I am missing any.
Expecting a quick and supportive response on this post.
Regards,
Ankit Singh