I can't say how glad I am to see this thread!! I was beginning to think I was slowly going mad alone. As with many of you, the wait has by far been the worse part for me. The GMAT was stressful, but being an engineer I found studying to be somewhat fun and stretched mental muscles I had not used in a while. It also taught me quite a bit on the verbal side. When I moved on to writing my essays I was worried. I stared at a blank screen for ages wondering how to even begin. It took quite some time to get the ball rolling but once I got started it was an incredibly enlightening process. All in all, everything up to submitting was a great time.
But now I wait. I have mostly given up on my shot at HBS and I get more stressed by the day waiting on Stanford. I try not to think about MIT or Haas because they won't have anything to say for another few weeks. But it is no use. I check my iphone every 5 minutes for an email. I check these forums every hour to see who is getting invited. Then I compare my profile to the latest applicant with a 780 GMAT, Ivy league 4.0, Astro-physicist Olympian who lead an NGO to feed a small African country while being a top performing manager at a Fortune 500 company. Then I stress more and second guess my essays and school choices. Then I convince myself "no. I do have a chance" and continue to wait. All this combined with working in an office that strongly resembles a Dilbert cartoon has been enough to drive me mad. Time is seemingly standing still.
The worst mistake I mad was re-reading my MIT app. When I submitted I was so confident in my essays, I thought there would be no contest in my admittance. After reading it again I have convinced myself that the adcom will get a stout chuckle out of my bumbling attempt at prose and will stamp my application with a big red DING. But what do I know, does anyone else suspect that they are hyper-critical of their essays after submitting, or is it just me? I have refused to re-read any of my other essays.
But I am glad I subjected myself to this torturous process. Even if I don't get accepted, I had fun, learned a lot about myself, and I have other options on the horizon. And I am learning a lot about being more patience.
Wow, I can't believe how much I needed to vent! I surprised myself! At least we know we are all in this together, going through the same painful wait. Thanks for starting the thread!! It was much needed.
Good Luck everyone!!
-Duc