i think i now know the meaning of addiction.
i come to work with the intention of being productive, but i spend countless time obsessing about bschool
i check my email and gmatclub incessantly
i hit refresh even though google refreshes automatically
i never sign out of bschool related websites and boards
if theres no new or good news (as happens often) i find myself reluctantly clicking on the BW forum even tho it sux
i keep the us news mba rankings page open for no good reason (who doesnt know the rankings by now!)
after a full day of this, i head home and the first thing i do when i get there is check my email and gmatclub.
if i have to do anything away from the computer, i coax myself with the thot that it might increase the likelihood of an invite or an update by the time i get back
i wake up in the middle of the night and check my email and gmatclub, knowing adcoms and posters prolly do have to sleep sometime
i know i need to stop and that its fraying my nerves, but ill wake up the next day and do it all over again.
my friends, i have a problem. and i just had to admit it.
(ok. im joking, but seriously
there have been a few days over the past few months exactly like this!)
Because every single day of the last two months has been PRECISELY LIKE THIS for me.
Okay I know you're kidding because I don't actually see you browsing the fora right now. I am literally never not signed out. Or maybe when my computer crashes. But I'm signed in on two computers, so... check it out. And I have considered signing out just to browse anonymously so you can't all see how obsessed I am. But then what if I want to post a reply about how obsessed I am?! Try me. I am here. I am never not here. Try me.