The day which used to feel so short, suddenly feels so long
There wasn’t even a single day( except on the Sundays), in the last 6 months, on which I slept before 12:00AM. My job requires me to leave home at 5:30AM and return at 7:00PM. So, effectively, I have been for sleeping not more than 4-5hrs everyday in the last 6 months or so.
The GMAT, the program research, and the essays have stretched my mind and the mental capacity so much that I do not get sleep until 2:00AM because of lack of mental exhaustion. I’m busting myself at the gym everyday to get tired physically so that I can get some sleep.
I don’t know what struck me a couple of days back, I thought of cutting down the time I spend on my mobile talking to my gf and putting the time left to do something productive. In the process, I went through my already submitted applications. And to my horror, I found a very glaring missing piece in all of my essays. I don’t know how important that ‘missing piece’ is. But I fear it might lead to a rejection. The warm feeling I got when my reviewers told me that my essays are good is getting replaced with a cold feeling of an impending reject
AAAHHHHHH. I don’t have the courage to sit in front of my laptop anymore
I’ll sign off with a suggestion DON’T EVER READ YOUR SUBMITTED APPLICATIONS
Unplugged