matty0212
I'm pretty busy between work and home life, so I don't get to post here very often, but trust me we all understand. This process messes with your head in a brutal way. Not to mention this is the single most difficult admissions season...ever. So take any typical anxiety and raise it exponentially. Just hang in there. I wish I could say it is going to work out perfectly for everyone, but in a year like this, that might not be the case. What I will say is don't give up. If there is one thing I have learned in life, it is that rejection is the best measure of how badly you want something. Read about any of the most brilliant, mots successful people out there in history, and most of their stories involve failure after failure before they hit it big.
With my recent failures, I was devastated. It took me a week to digest what had happened. Unfortunately, by then, I had played all my cards. My Round 2 apps were in. So I could not reflect and build something better for Round 2. I knew that if it going to be better, it is going to be after 9 months - the same cycle of school research, school visits, apps, interviews and the wait coupled with anxiety.
At the same time I told myself, these are 3 out of my 6 schools and I still have to hear from the remaining three. I will wait and see what happens. During the wait, I indulged myself in the numerous movies I had missed out in the last 6 months
Wife and I were literally watching a movie every single day. The wait still continues and I feel much better prepared for more failures as well as ready to celebrate if there is any good news. Will see how it goes...Thanks for your kind words !