Hello GMAT takers, Experts, and Moderators,
There comes a time in life when you think about getting things right for yourself and for your family and then no matter what you have to face, you go through that situation, do your calculations, deal with any obstacle thrown your way and make a way for yourself to achieve something that you have been dreaming of. We all have been through somewhat similar situations in which we failed and then got back up, but somewhere there is at least someone who supported us and gave us a hand to stand back up! For me, maybe, this forum will play the role of "someone" right now.
Let me come clean, I gave GMAT thrice and I failed each time. I felt devastated, humiliated and insulted by this stupid exam of 3.5 hours that I started to doubt myself whether I can ace the test, which I know I can but I am just not able to do it. Is GMAT tricking me into something, am I blindsided by something, am I doing things right but in a wrong manner, or have I even understood this test?
I gave my first attempt in feb 2018 and got a 580. Cancelled. Some said that it's an okay score for the start and that it isn't that bad at all but less did they know, I am from Indian IT male applicant pool and here we say 720 is the new 700, or even a 740 is the new 700? I am not obsessed with a GREAT GMAT score but even if you agree or not, the score matters and a 580 will not get me into Darden, even if I have a strong profile. You may still want to say that the process is holistic, yes it is but I am still not buying that. GMAT matters a lot more.
My second attempt was scheduled in November 2018 and I got a 510 in that re-take!! Cancelled. I don't want to discuss what all I have lost during that period of time.
My third attempt was planned three weeks back in late July. I have literally prepared for this attempt by devoting around 6-7 hours a day (sometimes even 12) at least for a total of 3 months. Just to let you know, I have done
e-gmat online verbal course and Thursdays with Ron (Both Quant and Verbal -Around 180 videos), and Veritas Blogs by Karishma. I have exhausted around 3-4
OG's along with Verbal and Quant books and have done a lot many questions on the GMAT Club Forum and jot down all the amazing explanations by the experts I am following. I even purchased the question pack from mba.com and as per our in-house expert
GMATNinja's post for fake test, I even got 80%+ accuracy in mid/hard level questions. I was even practicing LSAT RC's as RC was my weak area and then I started to get around 70% questions right on 700-level RC's and 80% on easy ones. I read explanations by Bunuel on the quant questions and followed up with him on GMAT Club's Quant test as well. I am someone, who learns by making notes and I have written a lot of them and I remember and understand each and every word that I have written. I even know everything that is written in our GMAT Club's Quant Book.
I was so prepared to see a 720+ in my third attempt and I was so sure to start with my application process for R1 that all my "so preparedness" turned into a 570 on the actual test.
Here are some of my mock test results :
Veritas 1 - 650
GMAT Prep 1 - 660
Veritas 2 - 660
GMAT Prep 2 - 650
Kaplan 1 - 690
GMAT Club Quants - Q47 >> Q49 >> Q50
GMAT Clubs Verbal - V35 >> V38
GMAT Prep 3 - 660
GMAT Prep 4 - 640
GMAT Prep 5 - 680
GMAT Prep 6 - 710
GMAT Prep 1A - 740 (Because of some repeat questions)
Last GMAT - 570 (Q46, V23). I am not able to justify such a drop.
Trust me, I know all the coursework. I know a lot of things, but it is now turning into a "maybe". I doubt myself with GMAT. I consulted my local tutor and he thinks I should try giving GRE and even asked me to drop my MBA plans. I don't know if he is right or wrong based on my situation, but I need to understand the problems I might be facing with GMAT. I am planning to pursue management studies and I can't be stuck at such a petty issue in my life and thus, I want to understand where I am going wrong and I want to make it right. I also wanted to give so much back to this forum because I got a lot from here and I even promised Narenn and walker to take up responsibilities but it seems like I myself ain't settled yet and frankly speaking, I never thought that I would seek any help, but then I realised what this forum is about. I have my ESR with me, I request experts to analyse the same. Please share your email-ids so that I can mail it to you. Please share your insights on re-take before R2, GMAT/GRE and whatever that can help me out. Thanks in advance. In anticipation.
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bb AjiteshArun chetan2u ChiranjeevSingh EducationAisle egmat EMPOWERgmatRichC GMATNinja IanStewart KyleWiddison MagooshExpert Narenn RonPurewal ScottTargetTestPrep VeritasKarishma walkerAlso, if anyone else has any feedback or if anyone has been through the same situation, then I request you to guide me through the same.