I want to write my heart out.
In 2018, I gave my first Gmat prep, without any preparation and got 640; I have seen many posts and the famous E-Gmat statement that X hours on our course will give you Y results.
I opted for E-Gmat. It must have worked for people.
Nonetheless, In my case. I prepared for 2 months and ended up getting 640 again after getting 680 in GMATprep2-
Year 2019. This time I was bit serious. took E-GMAT verbal again. prepared for 2 months, completed most of the questions in scholaranium and scored 640 yet again. This time In heat of desperation I gave exam after 2 weeks and got 640 again.
Year 2020:- This time my Gmat prep was 720(Q50 V38). Club tests were also showing 720(Q51 V38), Egmat 5th Mock test was 720(Q50 V38). These all are between aug 15 - aug 28 of 2020. In EGmat test 1,2,3,4 my verbal was V33,V33,V34,V36 respectively. and quant I believe in Club tests.
Today, I gave my actual GMAT and scored 610. What a shame. Q49 and V25.
I dont know where to bury my face. I wasted time on SC and RC ended up with 16question 16 minutes.
YOU PLAN EVERYTHING, THE TIMING. THE STRATEGY. EVERYTHING.
yet everything that can fall apart will fall apart.
As soon as I came back I gave a Club test for verbal. I got V31. V25 is such a bad score . I feel broken.
Trust me, I could crack GATE with an AIR 7. GATE, supposedly one of the toughest exams in India. and GMAT, I think I have filled myself with very bad way of preparing and not able to come out of it. I dont know what to do and how to get out of this.