Took my gmat today for the 4th time after prepping for 6 months with various different experts like
Magoosh and target prep. Focused last 6-8 weeks using
e-gmat. My mock scores improved tremendously.
Gmat 1: 430
Gmat 2: scores cancelled
Gmat 3: 550
E-gmat prep begins.
OG mocks
November 15 - Mock 1: 650
December 5 - Mock 2: 700
January 2 - Mock 3: 760 (Q51V41)
Gmat 4(today): 500 (Q34V25).
I’m so upset, so beaten down, so tired of this. This is my 4th gmat attempt. The more I study, the higher my mock scores are and the higher the mock scores are the lower my actual test scores are.
I was confident when I went in. I slept well the night before. My nervousness was minimal, just enough to be excited to take the gmat. Infact, my RC passages were amazing with topics I love like evolution and ecology and music!!!!!! I don’t know what might have gone wrong. I’ve done an ESR report once. I think it’s an total waste of $30. I mean clearly it made no difference in my score.
I fully believed, after reading so many reviews, that the mock scores will be within +/- 30 points of my actual score. So why is mine so different?
I gave up my job to study for this? I can’t begin to explain how broken I am right now.
When should one agree that I should give up on the gmat? I don’t want to, but maybe I need to face reality.
What do I do now? What would you do in my position? I’m not asking anyone to make a decision for me. I’m just asking your honest opinion. well, also, I’m coming from a very broken space right now.
Please share your thoughts.
Regards,
Dee
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